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| work...work...work...and more work. theres not much time for anything else. | | |
| im extremely mad. my fucken sister is getting the car that ive had my eye on. ive switched my mind about which car ive been wanting to get a few times and ive wanted this car the longest. this angers me. it angers me because shes settling for whatever car my parents are willing to help her get. shes hella just rushing to get a fucken car. that pisses me off. now i cant get this car. how gay is that!? my moms siblings have always copied her and shit, so its put this taboo on us to make sure we dont do that. im soooooooooooooo pissed. | | |
| i think im really over joey this time. im so lame. hes old and GENUINELY likes prince. | | |
| so monday was my first day at starbucks. wow. what a company. people, especially my peers, have hella hated and talk all this shit about giving into cooperate america and shit. but we do that every day...fuck it. starbucks is a great company to work for. period. its been voted the 11th best company to work for in 2005. thats off the hook. i was trying to tell patty in comparison how good the company is. i quickly told her that jamba juice is like sparkling apple cider and starbucks is crystal (sp). you that expensive ass wine rappers always talk about. anyway...so yeah. he was working my first day. and he kept congratulating me all day on how i got the job and how hes really excited or something about having me there. he said something along those lines. it was coo. i work from 2 to 9 tomarrow. im excited. and i got all my clothes for now. today was my last day at jamba. it was a cool ass shift. towards the end, i told my manager that i was willing to work two days out of the week, but only as a lead and sometime after i completely done with my training at starbucks. so yeah...woo-hoo. as much as i hate march, this has been the best, yet worst month at the same time. ive left a lot of drama behind, and i havent let a lot of shit get to me. im really proud of myself...like how ive handled things lately. every nite is my nite...no stress, no fights...no time to cry...just makin the most of life. | | |
| so tomorrow is my first day at starbucks. im a bit nervous. he's still working there. my sister saw him sometime this weekend. that excites and scares me at the same time. excited because i hope he works there while im there...i mean i get to know his FULL name...age...sign...etc. the fun little stuff. but then i think he got his promotion and will get transfered to another store which will suck. but i dont wanna have to work with him either...thats just scary. tonite was my last closing shift at jamba. it was fun. im kinda...KINDA sad about it, but not. ive been thinking about working there only two days out of the week, but id only do it if the pay was worth it, and if i returned as a lead, fully trained and ready to lead! so ill have to talk to my manager about that. maybe ill come back after im done with my training at starbucks. who knows?! but yeah...so wish me luck...i hope i do good! good nite... | | |
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